Maybe I’m in denial because I’m old.. But this album was obviously for people that enjoy breazy walks with their pets and smoking cigarettes in malibu.. I do not. I spent most of my life in florida..making sandwiches..mowing lawns or parking motorcycles.
a nice boy with cooked eyes like people get when they do too many psychedelics and a spray bottle at a music festival once said to me “life is just a ride”
“so just sit back and relax”
the right people start popping up in all the right places
and the days fly by, but looking back
somehow without knowing it
“i’m a very different person to who i was a year ago”
“if i knew then what i knew now”
if i knew then what i knew now… well i’d do it all differently, of course
but that’s the time travelling paradox, because then i wouldn’t know then what i knew now
impossible. inception shit.
and then again my thoughts turn to the unlikely angel of our group
the member that it’s just so perversely funny that he would be the unlikely holder of all the wisdom
“i know everything”
shaking my head, because this kid is always so full of shit
but i thought about it harder and noticed
he really does just never miss a thing
“you’re quiet today”
he’s nosey and annoying and
i think
doesn’t fully understand everything he knows but
he knows.
but would you want to live your life knowing everything, reality and the whole truth?
goddamn it would change your reality
goddamn you would sit back and second guess
smugly
goddamn i wish i knew the truth
but im too busy second guessing for the noticing
so i look at this kid and shake my head
cause i gotta accept no matter how much he is
an annoying shithead cunt pretty much fulltime…
he just
fucking
knows.
Posted May 22, 2013 at 1:35pm
It occurred to me today as left my tute early as I have done every time this semester that I’m pretty much a little immature child still and should probably go to a third world country for a little while tend to some orphans until I grow the fuck up
Too stubborn to take advice too lacking foresight to commit to anything that might help me in the future too distracted too directionless
Sitting at my computer staring at the page in front of me oh Microsoft help assistant I wish you could help me out bro
But you’re just a paper clip
A motherfucking paper clip
Posted May 22, 2013 at 3:11am
Get up
Go for a run
Have a doob
Go back to bed
Go back to bed
Go back to bed
Posted May 22, 2013 at 12:40am
efore you read the rest of this mail you have to understand that most movies what you see in the theaters from Hollywood right now like Ironman,Prince of Persia,Clash of the Titans,Avatar,Transformers part 1,2,3 and 4 were filmed 11 years ago in 1998/1999/ 2000.
Posted May 21, 2013 at 9:19am
The xx // Gianni Lee – The XX - Angels ( Gianni Lee Remix ) – Listen and discover music at Last.fm
im bored of this themeno clear cutjust a cord stretched slowly to breaking pointand it broke so quietly and no one told me just making thisso much harder than it should have been
Posted May 21, 2013 at 4:24am
Eventually, in desperation, I ask Guy-Man if he agrees with Thomas last answer. “Yes,” he says witheringly. “If I disagree I will tell you.” I ask him why he’s stayed silent. “Silence is better,” he shrugs, and Thomas laughs.
Posted May 20, 2013 at 3:39am
To reach enlightenment?
Some ppl off-and-on meditate in isolation over a period of years (white path); some get that ‘high’ by helping and giving to others (blue path); some use certain drugs to separate mind & body (orange path); some become self-improved (purple path); some have children, pets, or bring other life into this world or go out and make alot of money or add other material wealth to their lives or the world (green path); some focus on knowledge/wisdom (yellow path); some have to be evil and sin sin sin (or be a victim of it) before appreciating what is good (black path); some must find love (red path); some dwell deep into religion, philosophy, spirituality (indigo path); some have to do a little of everything (rainbow path); some never walk a path.
Some ppl off-and-on meditate in isolation over a period of years (white path); some get that ‘high’ by helping and giving to others (blue path); some use certain drugs to separate mind & body (orange path); some become self-improved (purple path); some have children, pets, or bring other life into this world or go out and make alot of money or add other material wealth to their lives or the world (green path); some focus on knowledge/wisdom (yellow path); some have to be evil and sin sin sin (or be a victim of it) before appreciating what is good (black path); some must find love (red path); some dwell deep into religion, philosophy, spirituality (indigo path); some have to do a little of everything (rainbow path); some never walk a path.
Posted May 20, 2013 at 1:22am
This week will be a productive week
I say every week
if you cant show it, your words dont mean a thing
